Some days just seem ti be better than others. Some days, you may roll out of bed and get ready for work with now issues. You throw your hair up and you are happy with the way it looks. Get the kids up and get them ready for school. Hope in the car with no real issues and no extreme fighting. The kids get to school on time and you get to work a little earlier than normal.
Its funny how our days work. Some days we feel like making it through the day is unbearable. But then other days we seem at ease with everything. We seem to understand just how thankful we are for the things and people in our lives. The little things that seem to get under our skin on a day to day basis do not bother us today.
I feel content with my life. I feel like I know where I am heading. Today I feel like the mistakes I have made and the guilt I hold I am at peace with. I am happy for those who I was jealous of. I am understanding for others pain today. I am optimistic that even though I feel like I have no idea what I am doing most days, today I feel like I am going to be okay.
Do I like the way everything in my life is right now? Absolutely not. But I pick my battles. I choose to make today a great day despite the odds of my day being great tomorrow. I know that the people who loves me, deep down love me, know who I am on the inside and it seems to comfort me today.
I am excited to hug and kiss my babies when I leave work. I am a little less stressed as yesterday and I do a whole lot of praying on the way home.
You see, everyone has emotions. They have emotions on themselves personally, emotions on friends and family, or situations. But at the end of the day, you are the only one who can make yourself happy. You are the only one who can understand and be content with who you are. You are the only one who can change what you don't like about yourself. You cannot change others.
Today is a good day. I am thankful for today. For I have no idea what tomorrow has in store.